Fickle

I feel rather hesitant about saying anything, but the boy and I are back again. I feel kind of wary about saying that, but since I posted about our last breakup, I didn't want to leave you thinking that we are really over. Still, though, I think I may not tell people about what's going on with us anymore until there's something more definite to say. That "can't live with him, can't live without him" thing has come to mind recently. I wish I wasn't so wishy-washy and that I knew my heart and mind better. I have a couple of goals that should help my health to improve, and I am hoping that working on those things will help me to be able to better understand this other part of my life. Por lo menos it won't hurt anything, other than it will require me to wake up earlier in the morning and go to be earlier at night.